22 October, 2012

You amaze me.

Do you know that?

You're constantly saying how little you care and how much you hate people, but it's so obvious that that isn't true. Not completely. It'can't be, the way you act and the things you say.

Sometimes you just say things that show such thought directed at making others' lives easier and less miserable. You go out of your way to help people when even I probably wouldn't. You think ahead to save others trouble.

And the way you look at me sometimes...

I've heard it's impossible to create a face in a dream. Is it also impossible, then, to imagine an emotion on a person's face in real life?

Every so often I look at you and catch your glance, and I almost think there's a look of absolute knowing in your eyes. In my imagination, you understand, and, for some reason, you care deeply. That's what I see in your possibly-imagined expression.

If it is real, is it meant for me? That's what I'd like to know. Or does it belong to the person you looked at directly before or following me?